Machi
There’s no more pain to reminisce what little I think of.
I'll never be able to forget what you did to me.

Because you're comparing reality to a memory you've romanticized. You're not remembering her as she was. You're remembering her as your mind edited her to be. Perfect. Effortless. Everything you wanted.

"A person can't exist alone. What makes a person is the relationships they have with others... Those people reflect your true nature. It means that a person alone can't prove they exist. That's why people hurt themselves, and hurt others just to prove that they exist. Screaming "Someone please notice me! I'm right here!" They're all running away, trying not to be swallowed up by the dark nothingness."

:imperialinquisition::nurgle::deathguard::humanity::greyknights: a degenerate :inquisition:


I am into Warhammer 40,000 lore. I am an Ordo Hereticus Libricar-Inquisitor apart of the Inquisition of the Radicalism. I was once an Amalathian of the Puritan, until I realized I must save the Imperium from its own destruction.. from the fools who taint its reputation. How dare they, to disfigure the God-Emperor's perfect vision? I am one of those who you would call, a 'Radical', though I see myself as a proud member of the Puritan. I actively seek to discover more.

I am an individual who is into post-punk/post-rock, alternative/alt-rock, DSBM, dark pop, hyperpop and more.

Memorable moments:
- 21/12/2015, 2245
- 13/08/2021, 2103
- 09/02/2022, 1430?
- 18/18/2022, 1800-2200
- 29/06/2024, 1456

- 18/04/2026, 1435 his last words

"It is human nature to seek culpability in a time of tragedy. It is a sign of strength, to cry out against fate, rather than to bow one's head and succumb. Inevitably, many shall fault the hands upon the sword which felled Typhon, the Ordo Malleus. But the Inquisition merely performs the duty of its office. To further fear them is redundant; to hate them, heretical. Those more sensible will place responsibility with those who forced the hands of the Inquisition... With some fortune, they may foster this hatred into purpose, and further rule their own fate by coming to the Emperor's service. Yet ultimately, it was I who set these events into motion, with a single blow from my hammar, God Splitter."

pfp by Sloth my dear friend, for me.
I'll never be able to forget what you did to me.

Because you're comparing reality to a memory you've romanticized. You're not remembering her as she was. You're remembering her as your mind edited her to be. Perfect. Effortless. Everything you wanted.

"A person can't exist alone. What makes a person is the relationships they have with others... Those people reflect your true nature. It means that a person alone can't prove they exist. That's why people hurt themselves, and hurt others just to prove that they exist. Screaming "Someone please notice me! I'm right here!" They're all running away, trying not to be swallowed up by the dark nothingness."

:imperialinquisition::nurgle::deathguard::humanity::greyknights: a degenerate :inquisition:


I am into Warhammer 40,000 lore. I am an Ordo Hereticus Libricar-Inquisitor apart of the Inquisition of the Radicalism. I was once an Amalathian of the Puritan, until I realized I must save the Imperium from its own destruction.. from the fools who taint its reputation. How dare they, to disfigure the God-Emperor's perfect vision? I am one of those who you would call, a 'Radical', though I see myself as a proud member of the Puritan. I actively seek to discover more.

I am an individual who is into post-punk/post-rock, alternative/alt-rock, DSBM, dark pop, hyperpop and more.

Memorable moments:
- 21/12/2015, 2245
- 13/08/2021, 2103
- 09/02/2022, 1430?
- 18/18/2022, 1800-2200
- 29/06/2024, 1456

- 18/04/2026, 1435 his last words

"It is human nature to seek culpability in a time of tragedy. It is a sign of strength, to cry out against fate, rather than to bow one's head and succumb. Inevitably, many shall fault the hands upon the sword which felled Typhon, the Ordo Malleus. But the Inquisition merely performs the duty of its office. To further fear them is redundant; to hate them, heretical. Those more sensible will place responsibility with those who forced the hands of the Inquisition... With some fortune, they may foster this hatred into purpose, and further rule their own fate by coming to the Emperor's service. Yet ultimately, it was I who set these events into motion, with a single blow from my hammar, God Splitter."

pfp by Sloth my dear friend, for me.
Innocence
Just another waste of time and effort, of flesh and bone
Caught in the numbing turmoil of everyday existence
Looking in a mirror reveals the husk of my former self
It's hard to believe I used to be happier
I would live in blissful unawareness
As if nothing could take me from the moment
Innocence seemed to last forever
I would find comfort in the light of day
And dream of vibrant meadows
As the summer breeze lulled mе to sleep each night
Happiness was nevеr out of reach
Little did I know of the storm that was waiting

The day reality stared me in the face
I saw the world for what it really was:
A cesspool brimming with hate and sorrow
My blind optimism was my downfall
Now the joy has faded and I realize what I am:
A slave to this unforgiving world
Living in fear of what the next day will bring
I wish I had seen it before it was too late
Each day feels impossible to endure
Each night I drown my despair in alcohol
Each night I hope for someone to hide me from the bitter truth
To take me back to days when I wasn't so f*cked up
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